not quite right

In my spirit I’ve sensed a need for repentance. It seems recently like my goal has just been to make it through the day. I’ve gotten stuck in the routine. I know on some level that I’m missing out on what God’s calling is for me. I can’t put my finger on it, but there’s something that’s not quite right in my spirit. The only thing that seems clear is that I need more and more to die to self before I can live more fully and faithfully for God.